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	Mommy,who is my mommy,

	I'm hiding up here in my mind.

	My heart is broken in two-one part is me the other is you-

	Trust that I know of our truth.



	Trembling, cold worried and trembling'

	Frightened life isn't worthwhile.

	I want to run and play-this pain to go away

	Do I really deserve your disdain?



	You can't even say the word rape

	And you selfishly question  your sorrow-

	and dread all your duties tommorrow-

	While here still am I alone and longing escape.



	She beat me and pushed me till I finally gave in

	Over and over-infinity grim.

	Day after day-torn open was I

	No choice in the matter-no wings to fly,

	Oh why-oh why?



	After submitting todays battle is over

	Oh how I pray that no one will discover,

	How dirty-how filthy this little girl is-

	There's no place at all for this monster to live.



	Am I a monster is it you-is it me?

	Caged in this prison of tortuous confusion

	You tell me to tell them that I suffer delusions,

	For as it is now-I've not even a glimmer of hope to be free.



	I've seen others punished for telling

	Bowing their heads-losing their minds,

	Losing their dreams.

	No place to go-wishing life would end.



	Oh rescue me-anyone-anyone I pray.

	Bundle me near-close to your heart-

	My story to hear-

	Then teach me to crawl-to stand and to climb-

	run, run, runaway to safety sublime.



	(written for Lisa who suffered much abuse from her 

	mother who is now in safety forever)

	

		Carol		



 

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